~Rebecker

I'm Feeling: Like I am going to be DEAD tomorrow...

Oh, why oh why do I procrastinate? I'll never learn, and school will forever be shafted for video games and other less academic activities. *SIGH* Sucks for me, though, because I still have to finish this paper before I can go to sleep. Allow me to rephrase my previous statement. Sleep and my health will forever be shafted for.. everything. Yep.

Nonetheless, I feel an odd sense of satisfaction.. which is only masking the underlaying panic and insanity.

Uhm, in other news, I put in my two week notice at my job. This means that I will soon have my weekends and my free time back, which means that I will FINALLY have time to start doing all of this shit that I have failed to do for months and months and months.

To be honest, those who did not give references almost definitely will not get anything. You can still give them to me, anytime, however.

Art class has been interesting thus far. I have learned a few things.

I think I seriously might start that new project of mine. Once I finish Hollow, of course, and all this other crap. Haw Haw.

Yup.

I'm off to go sob / have a breakdown / go hysterical over this paper now. (: Ta ta!

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TO DO LIST
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Ranked by Priority

Trade with *aquathefreak - Port (ref) [link]

Update Hollow of the Wolf - Website Completed! [link]

Create Updated Reference for Rebecker

Finish Websites for Rebecker, Nebel, and various other characters

Complete Promised Gift Art for the Following:

For ~Fretful - Choker & Pained & Xukuth & Fretful. (Planning [0%] / Planning [0%] / Planning [4%] / Finished! [link]) REF: [link] & [link] & [link]

For ~tsuxx - Tsukasaru (Planning [0%]) REF: [link] & [link]

For ~Insu - Insurgent & Dinsu (Planning [0%], Planning [0%]) REF: [link] & [link]

For =Soopr - Brad (Planning [10%]) REF: [link]

For Croak - Croak Port (Planning [0%]) REF: [link]

Some other shit that I can't remember at the moment.

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-- Uh --

I'm feeling: Unstable

Hm.

So pretty much, aside from feeling like a selfish jackass childish asshole with a complete lack of empathy and understanding, I feel infuriated and hurt. Maybe not infuriated, just.. frustrated. Angry. Betrayed even? LOL. Go me.

Anyways. Now that I've opened my journal with its traditional emo opening, I'll get on to business.

Only a few people bothered to give me references. Those of you who didn't probably won't get anything from me. K.

I'm working on fixing Hollow of the Wolf. With school, work, and a near-death computer, it's proving to be both time consuming and tedious. The website is almost finished.

I may or may not be starting a new furcadia project. Where furcadia is concerned, everything is rather uncertain.

Started my art class finally. Hopefully I'll learn some useful techniques.

If the rest of you who did not give me references still want your art, send me one. Look at my previous journal for a list.

Nothing else to say right now, really.

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Projects - Free Gift Art
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For ~Fretful - Choker & Pained & Xukuth & Fretful. (Planning [0%] / Planning [0%] / Planning [4%] / Finished! [link]) REF: [link] & [link] & [link]

For ~tsuxx - Tsukasaru (Planning [0%]) REF: [link] & [link]

For ~Insu - Insurgent & Dinsu (Planning [0%], Planning [0%]) REF: [link] & [link]

For =Soopr - Brad (Planning [10%]) REF: [link]

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-- Uh --

I'm feeling: MUSTPLAYNINTENDOWTF

I have senioritis so fucking bad, you don't even know. I am so fucking sick of huge massive projects and retarded tests and these stupid little asinine shitty things that I have to do in that hell building every fucking day.

Anyways. Apparently my first journal didn't get the point across - or perhaps nobody wants their sketch anymore. I will restate again what I said in my last entry that only one person read and responded to.

In a nutshell - My inspiration came back for art. So those sketches that I said I'd do and have dragged my ass on for 3947203 years - I have decided to do them now. The only thing that I need from people are updated references and shit, because I'm too lazy to go digging around for them. IF YOU STILL WANT YOUR FREE SKETCH, PLEASE RESPOND TO THIS JOURNAL AND GIVE ME A REFERENCE. Otherwise, I probably won't do yours, because that's just how it is. K.

If I DO NOT have a reference for you, I will put a by your name on the list below.

If I DO have a reference for you, I will put by your name on the list below.

Either leave a comment on this journal with a link to a reference or send me a note with one in it.

On a side note, I finally got off of my ass and got a part-time job. I need money and I'm sick of my parents being cheap and refusing to pay for college applications and updates for the nearly-dead computer. ee;

Yeah. That's all.

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* These are NOT in order. *

1.) For - Choker & Pained & Xukuth & Fretful. (Sketching [25%] / Sketching [30 %] / Brainstorming [4%] / Finished! [link]) REF: [link] & [link] & [link]

2.) For - Dufour [Port] - FINISHED! [link]

3.) For - Eykodu Hesfuh (old) & (new) ( FINISHED! [ [link] ] / Brainstorming 0%)

4.) For - Sandstorm & Yawp & Total (Sketching [10%] / Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%] )

5.) For - Spritzfeldt & Rebzfeldt & Qaj (Brainstorming [5%] / Sketching [30%] / Brainstorming [0%])

6.) For - Rejuvinate (Brainstorming [0%])

7.) For - Tsukasaru (Brainstorming [0%]) REF: [link] & [link]

8.) For - Vital & Konstant & Zoge (Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%])

9.) For - Insurgent & Dinsu (Brainstorming [0%], Brainstorming [0%]) REF: [link] & [link]

10.) For - Brad (Sketching [10%]) REF: [link]

11.) For - Zemora ( Brainstorming [0%])

12.) For - Arsenic (Brainstorming [0%])

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I'm feeling: Oddly Inspired

Kso, this last Thursday, I went to Minneapolis and saw Gogol Bordello live, and it blew the fucking pants off every other musical experience I've ever had in my life. I can't possibly put into words how fucking awesome and euphoric that concert was, so I'm not going to try.

But that is not the point of this journal entry!!!

I'm getting to it!

I've been busy with school work, volunteering, and I still have to finish applying for colleges before this Friday. I'm busy, but suddenly, I don't feel so stressed anymore. Don't worry, I'm sure it'll come back with a vengeance in a few hours. Point is, these last few months, I've been incredibly uninspired to do much of anything. Oddly enough, my inspiration appears to have returned to me simply by looking at a picture, and from going to that concert. It has rekindled my creative side!

Oddly enough, it has also rekindled my interest in furcadia. Don't ask how, because I can't explain. Go ahead and call it lame! Do it! (: I like my pixel land pointless game. If you've got a problem with that, you can go blow Tom Cruise's anus, plzthx.

So! Despite the fact that I can't fucking get furcadia to work on this rapidly-turning-into-a-piece-of-shit computer, I'm going to start working on those projects again, namely dreams and websites.

Speaking of blowing.. I'm seriously debating blowing up every single fucking Best Buy, Circuit City, Walmart, and Target in the midwest, and maybe my school, simply because it pisses me off. Why? My friend and I looked all the fuck over these stores in multiple cities for the movie Everything Is Illuminated, and none of them fucking had it. "U CAN BUY IT ONLINE FRUM OUR SYT!! ^___^" No thanks, fucking assholes. Why do you think I went to your STORE? ee; So I finally resorted to buying it off of eBay. But I'm still fucking pissed. God damn stores.

Okay, but the real point of this journal comes now! YAY FOR BAD ENGLISH.

Remember all those free sketches that I said I'd do for people?! Yeah, well, I'm going to actually do them now! For real. Only, I need updated references and shit, because I'm too lazy to go digging around for them. IF YOU STILL WANT YOUR FREE SKETCH, PLEASE RESPOND TO THIS JOURNAL AND GIVE ME A REFERENCE. Otherwise, I probably won't do yours. K.

If I need a reference from you, your name will have .. MR POLICEMAN next to it.

If I have a reference for your character(s), your name will have .. uh... rabbit sex. Yes, your name will have rabbit sex.

SO GET CRACKIN. Just post a comment on this journal with the references.

Yep. .. DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA HAREM IN TUSCANYYYYYY ~~~~

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1.) For - Choker & Pained & Xukuth & Fretful. (Sketching [25%] / Sketching [30 %] / Brainstorming [4%] / Finished! [link])

2.) For - Dufour [Port] - FINISHED! [link]

3.) For - Eykodu Hesfuh (old) & (new) ( FINISHED! [ [link] ] / Brainstorming 0%)

4.) For - Sandstorm & Yawp & Total (Sketching [10%] / Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%] )

5.) For - Spritzfeldt & Rebzfeldt & Qaj (Brainstorming [5%] / Sketching [30%] / Brainstorming [0%])

6.) For - Rejuvinate (Brainstorming [0%])

7.) For - Tsukasaru (Brainstorming [0%]) REF: [link] & [link]

8.) For - Vital & Konstant & Zoge (Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%])

9.) For - Insurgent & Dinsu (Brainstorming [0%], Brainstorming [0%])

10.) For - Brad (Sketching [10%])

11.) For - Zemora ( Brainstorming [0%])

12.) For - Arsenic (Brainstorming [0%])

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I'm feeling: Pain and Angst. *EMOTEER*

Yeah, so. School started on Tuesday, and I'm already hating it, though at least it's not as bad as last year was. My classes aren't so terrible and I think they'll get better, I just hate the first week of school. Every damn class has to go through the stupid expectations and then the stupid assemblies and whatever. Just give me the book and get teaching and skip the bullshit. IT'S. SO BORING. x(

Here's my schedule. Ittalic classes are semester long classes, and regular text classes are year-long courses.

1.) Sociology / Psychology
2.) A.P Literature and Composition
3.) Study Hall / Introduction to Law
4.) Science Fiction and Fantasy Literature / Drawing and Painting 1
5.) British Literature / Study Hall
6.) Lunch
7.) Advanced Biology
8.) Web Design 1 / Expository Writing

While only one class is actual A.P, Advanced Biology covers about 50% of the A.P class stuff, and Sociology is higher than a normal class, and British Literature and Science Fiction and Fantasy aren't easy classes either. I would have preferred to take A.P Biology, but for some stupid-ass reason, my school doesn't offer it. I can still take the A.P test for Biology, but it's going to be hard because the class won't really prepare me for it, and it only covers half of what's in the AP course.

I suppose I should wait for a little longer before I go and judge these classes. It's moreso issues with people that I'm having this year. For some reason, my A.P class is filled with annoying people, as is my Advanced Bio class. Lord help me.

Sketches are coming, whenever I finally find the inspiration to start drawing again.

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* These are NOT in order. *

1.) For - Choker & Pained & Xukuth & Fretful. (Sketching [25%] / Sketching [30 %] / Brainstorming [4%] / Finished! [link])

2.) For - Dufour [Port] - FINISHED! [link]

3.) For - Eykodu Hesfuh ( FINISHED! [ [link] ])

4.) For - Sandstorm & Yawp & Total (Sketching [10%] / Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%] )

5.) For - Spritzfeldt & Rebzfeldt & Qaj (Brainstorming [5%] / Sketching [30%] / Brainstorming [0%])

6.) For - Rejuvinate (Brainstorming [0%])

7.) For - Tsukasaru (Brainstorming [0%])

8.) For - Vital & Konstant & Zoge (Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%] / Brainstorming [0%])

9.) For - Insurgent & Dinsu (Brainstorming [0%], Brainstorming [0%])

10.) For - Brad (Sketching [10%])

11.) For - Zemora ( Brainstorming [0%])

12.) For - Arsenic (Brainstorming [0%])

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